Wrestling with God

Question of the day:  In light of the recent school shootings and the stories of the young men who were willing to fight and give their lives to try to stop the shooters, what are you willing to fight for? 

Today we are studying chapter 32.  We will go ahead and read it together since it isn't very long. 





Jacob Prepares to Meet Esau

32 [a]Jacob also went on his way, and the angels of God met him.When Jacob saw them, he said, “This is the camp of God!” So he named that place Mahanaim.[b]
Jacob sent messengers ahead of him to his brother Esau in the land of Seir, the country of Edom. He instructed them: “This is what you are to say to my lord Esau: ‘Your servant Jacob says, I have been staying with Laban and have remained there till now. I have cattle and donkeys, sheep and goats, male and female servants. Now I am sending this message to my lord, that I may find favor in your eyes.’”
When the messengers returned to Jacob, they said, “We went to your brother Esau, and now he is coming to meet you, and four hundred men are with him.”
In great fear and distress Jacob divided the people who were with him into two groups,[c] and the flocks and herds and camels as well. He thought, “If Esau comes and attacks one group,[d] the group[e] that is left may escape.”
Then Jacob prayed, “O God of my father Abraham, God of my father Isaac, Lord, you who said to me, ‘Go back to your country and your relatives, and I will make you prosper,’ 10 I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant. I had only my staff when I crossed this Jordan, but now I have become two camps.11 Save me, I pray, from the hand of my brother Esau, for I am afraid he will come and attack me, and also the mothers with their children. 12 But you have said, ‘I will surely make you prosper and will make your descendants like the sand of the sea, which cannot be counted.’”
13 He spent the night there, and from what he had with him he selected a gift for his brother Esau: 14 two hundred female goats and twenty male goats, two hundred ewes and twenty rams, 15 thirty female camels with their young, forty cows and ten bulls, and twenty female donkeys and ten male donkeys. 16 He put them in the care of his servants, each herd by itself, and said to his servants, “Go ahead of me, and keep some space between the herds.”
17 He instructed the one in the lead: “When my brother Esau meets you and asks, ‘Who do you belong to, and where are you going, and who owns all these animals in front of you?’ 18 then you are to say, ‘They belong to your servant Jacob. They are a gift sent to my lord Esau, and he is coming behind us.’”
19 He also instructed the second, the third and all the others who followed the herds: “You are to say the same thing to Esau when you meet him. 20 And be sure to say, ‘Your servant Jacob is coming behind us.’” For he thought, “I will pacify him with these gifts I am sending on ahead; later, when I see him, perhaps he will receive me.” 21 So Jacob’s gifts went on ahead of him, but he himself spent the night in the camp.

Jacob Wrestles With God

22 That night Jacob got up and took his two wives, his two female servants and his eleven sons and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. 23 After he had sent them across the stream, he sent over all his possessions.24 So Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him till daybreak.25 When the man saw that he could not overpower him, he touched the socket of Jacob’s hip so that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man. 26 Then the man said, “Let me go, for it is daybreak.”
But Jacob replied, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.”
27 The man asked him, “What is your name?”
“Jacob,” he answered.
28 Then the man said, “Your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel,[f]because you have struggled with God and with humans and have overcome.”
29 Jacob said, “Please tell me your name.”
But he replied, “Why do you ask my name?” Then he blessed him there.
30 So Jacob called the place Peniel,[g] saying, “It is because I saw God face to face, and yet my life was spared.”
31 The sun rose above him as he passed Peniel,[h] and he was limping because of his hip. 32 Therefore to this day the Israelites do not eat the tendon attached to the socket of the hip, because the socket of Jacob’s hip was touched near the tendon.
This chapter starts with visitors joining them.  Who are they?  What is significant about this? 
Jacob is obviously struggling with the idea of seeing his brother.  He fears for his life.  Remember that last week we talked about how Jacob and Laban made this covenant and Jacob is moving forward as God has told him to do.  He is obeying God and knows this is what he is supposed to be doing, but he is still scared. What does God do in response to Jacob moving forward? 
When God asks us to move forward, to go, He always comes along!  It doesn't mean all your challenges or fear will be gone but HE WILL BE WITH YOU!
"I will never leave you or forsake you." He has promised and he is a God of his word! 
Why is Jacob afraid?
Have you ever stepped forward to do something that you knew you were supposed to do and yet, you were afraid to do so? 
Jacob was facing his past, his indiscretions, and that is never fun!!!
Even when you have asked forgiveness of God, even when you are now a completely different person, it isn't easy facing the consequences, of your indiscretions.  
What do you think of Jacobs plan? 
So Jacob stays on the other side of the water by himself and is attacked by someone....
Ellen White says he feared for his life, believing it was someone trying to kill him.  But at some point that all changed and he knew who he was wrestling with.  Yet he wouldn't stop!

"It was in a lonely, mountainous region, the haunt of wild beasts and the lurking place of robbers and murderers. Solitary and unprotected, Jacob bowed in deep distress upon the earth. It was midnight. All that made life dear to him were at a distance, exposed to danger and death. Bitterest of all was the thought that it was his own sin which had brought this peril upon the innocent. With earnest cries and tears he made his prayer before God. Suddenly a strong hand was laid upon him. He thought that an enemy was seeking his life, and he endeavored to wrest himself from the grasp of his assailant. In the darkness the two struggled for the mastery. Not a word was spoken, but Jacob put forth all his strength, and did not relax his efforts for a moment. While he was thus battling for his life, the sense of his guilt pressed upon his soul; his sins rose up before him, to shut him out from God. But in his terrible extremity he remembered God's promises, and his whole heart went out in entreaty for His mercy. The struggle continued until near the break of day, when the stranger placed his finger upon Jacob's thigh, and he was crippled instantly. The patriarch now discerned the character of his antagonist. He knew that he had been in conflict with a heavenly messenger, and this was why his almost superhuman effort had not gained the victory. It was Christ, “the Angel of the covenant,” who had revealed Himself to Jacob. The patriarch was now disabled and suffering the keenest pain, but he would not loosen his hold. All penitent and broken, he clung to the Angel; “he wept, and made supplication” (Hosea 12:4), pleading for a blessing. He must have the assurance that his sin was pardoned. Physical pain was not sufficient to divert his mind from this object. His determination grew stronger, his faith more earnest and persevering, until the very last. The Angel tried to release Himself; He urged, “Let Me go, for the day breaketh;” but Jacob answered, “I will not let Thee go, except Thou bless me.” Had this been a boastful, presumptuous confidence, Jacob would have been instantly destroyed; but his was the assurance of one who confesses his own unworthiness, yet trusts the faithfulness of a covenant-keeping God."

How did Jesus respond to Jacob's cry for a blessing?
Are you willing to cry out to God, to hold on and not let go as you cry out for a blessing?   
It is so easy to hide like Adam and Eve when we are facing our sin, but instead Jacob clung to Jesus. Are you one who tends to hide, or do you cling to Jesus?
What does that look like for us?
If we are wrestling with Jesus what does that look like?

I find it interesting that at first he thinks his life is in danger then he realizes it is Jesus and he won't let go until he is blessed.  Did the reason for fighting change?  

Why was he crippled?  Why did God do that? 

As we go through this life, navigating our sinful selves and the consequences, as we struggle with our fears, and our desire to hide, let's remember to hang on.  To "hang on for dear life" to Jesus. Be tenacious about seeking and hanging on to Him! Be willing to move forward knowing that He will never leave you nor forsake you.

Know Love.
Live Love.
Share Love.



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